Monday, at work
Feeling empty, have zero desire to work, have zero desire to solve problems, have zero desire to get stuff going.
Third day into antidepressants, still haven't felt any change in mood or motivation. I slept almost 5 hours this night, night between Saturday and Sunday were horrible, I were awake til about 7 in the morning, had breakfast, had coffee, a shower .. went to bed and had 3.5 hours of comatose-like sleep.
Wife is listening in on how I feel, asks me to describe my feelings. As a spouse, lover, partner and friend, I love her for that. There is nothing about family that adds to how I feel, just work.