Medicated depression, day #9
Monday again, at the office, feeling hollow. A few colleagues in the space, one of them is working part time as they burned out on some huge project.
I have a daily on 10 minutes, I barely remember what I did last week, I haven't updated more than one task on the board. I did some work. Updated the board, parsed tasks with PL in about 10 minutes, prioritized two tasks.
Time reporting system is acting up, every time something says "failed to logon" or similar .. I get these dark emotions, "ok, I was terminated but somebody forgot to tell me ..", "You're no longer employed with us ..". Cleared cookies and I could logon .. but still each time, these feelings.
Even though medicated.
I went up to full dosage on Saturday, I've got an appointment booked for later this week where we're gonna follow up with the doctor.