Medicated depression, day #735
I've had these episodes of head aches where I call in sick, as I have a hard time even forming thoughts, where I just stare out into thin air.
Wednesday and Friday were such days, brain mush, zero thoughts, as soon as I rolled out of bed I called in sick and spent the reminder of the day in bed.
When working Thursday I heard some sad news, well sad for me but not sad for the colleague that it involved, turns out my former manager is quitting and going to our old boss lady. Unexpected and expected at the same time. I'm happy for them.
I've had a few episodes while in meetings where the topic is dry and dehydrated enough for me to almost fall asleep, I usually turn off my cam and mute the microphone, still listening, closing my eyes. Somehow I follow along and are aware of the discussions, I've got a few questions where I quickly enable the cam and unmute the microphone and answer the question as if I was alert and ready .. while I was almost asleep.
I have a secret, something I acquired at an auction, I have dropped it to my son that I have a secret and he's pestering me about it now, demanding to know but I keep refusing to disclose it, he turns to guessing what it is. In a few days he will know anyway.