Medicated depression, day #66 - dose upped
Today is first day of the upped and increased dosage, from 10mg to 20mg, it's about an hour since I took the medications so it's a bit early to tell if there is any larger differences, I'll try to observe and report.
Arrived at the office a bit after 08, two colleagues present, possibly one or two more en route office. And the manager of course.
I'm still nervous about that, but it probably isn't an issue, routine visit as it was some time since they last were here, like early January or similar. They will check that everything is in order, maybe ask me a few questions, that would be all.
But still I can't help being nervous. I just can't. Angst actually.
Later: fetched more coffee. sipping away. more colleagues showed up. I don't think we're at final amount of people yet .. there might be more people showing up.
Later: the other manager showed up, they haven't yet acknowledged my existence. I pumping loud music into my ears to stay awake, so tired.
Later: I left as I could not focus at all, went home and slept 4 hours.