Medicated depression, day #601
Today my mom would have had her birthday, but she passed away about two months ago. I miss her.
Dad had celebrated her when I talked to him about an hour ago, in his own way. He sounded a bit sad, but perked up when I said that we might pop in on Sunday at his place. Son has some football game somewhere and we might go visit before or after, don't know yet.
This past week has been crazy busy, sick one day and two days at a remote office, then also solved heaps of problems that had been accumulating for some time.
I received stuff today that should have been put into production ASAP, but I held off as putting things into production a Friday afternoon is a good way of working through the whole weekend, if things fail.
I've scheduled a visit with the health center next week, for weight loss, sleep issues and dietary guidance, as the diet I've been on for the last couple of weeks make me stupid, even my manager has noticed, he took me aside and said that he had noticed several errors on my part the last week, where I had failed to properly time report, stuff didn't get done and finished. I have noticed that myself and have attempted to correct the errors I've noticed .. but apparently I've become stupid and lacks focus.
With dietary guidance I could maybe loose some weight and become thinner, start moving around and become even thinner .. as I gained more than 30 kilos during my depression from over eating.
Now, quiet friday evening with son, watching clips and then go to bed.