Medicated depression, day #587
Friday evening, tired, have eaten dinner and had a shower. Just playing around with some projects and thinking about dad.
We're going to see him tomorrow, bringing food as we promised to do that, wife has build three different dishes so we can share and pick whatever tickles our fancy at the moment.
We were at the funeral a week ago, last Thursday actually, that following Friday I had summer party at the office, sore feet and some weird mood but I kept up it up, smiled, had beer and talked with colleagues, came home and dozed off.
I've been mushy in the head the whole week, narcoleptic episodes a few times .. during a town hall meeting with the CEO, colleague notices I snored lightly and bumped me.
Tomorrow I'm gonna talk with dad about some of the legal stuff that needs to be handled as mom passed away, like her estate and how that is going to be dealt with, as neither my sibling or I are interested in dealing with that right now and dad is going to live in the house anyway.
We're just pushing the problem into the future, to when dad passes, then we need to deal with the whole estate, inheritance and dividing assets, my sibling and I are not particularly interested in any monetary valuables or real estate .. so thing are just going to be cleaned out and sold, divided equally.
Earlier in the week I had head ache and were really low emotionally, I'm not sure what is going on .. but can maybe be related to the fasting I do at the moment, 1000 calories per day, I'll check this further.
bedtime.