Medicated depression, day #408
Fuck yeah! I owned the presentation! The guy I was presenting my work too were impressed and thought it was thorough and precise, I could respond to all his questions and then added a few of my own to him, which he said he needed to come back on, as they were quirky and some needed responses from the board.
Win-win-win. This feels so good and I'm happy on the inside, on the outside it doesn't show that much. I discussed with my manager and he was pleased too as this was one of the larger projects running currently, alongside another that another colleague presented, like a 3 months summation and final presentation.
After the meeting when this guy had left, we joked about kicking in open doors, as there were little-to-none argumentation against our suggestions and recommendations.
I really enjoy this, this feels good. Very good.
But there is days I still fall asleep at my desk, my manager who has also been burnt out said it's ok, as the come-back takes time, a lot of time and he had himself problems with staying focused longer than 30 minutes. He said he hadn't noticed me falling asleep, but he'd cover me if it was brought up as a problem.
We also got to know today that the contract for the new office is almost signed, there were just some minor details left to adjust. Planned move-in date is "August", and anyone working during the summer will be encouraged to help out, 10th floor with great views over the city. Also, hotel on the lower floors so lunch and breakfasts will never be a problem.
My dark thoughts are few and far apart but they pop up from time to time when things feel hopeless. Now even farther apart, I hope.