Medicated depression, day #394
Today was probably the first day I didn't fall asleep at work, it was too busy to even get an opportunity, but it smashed through and even had some meetings in the afternoon.
I pinged my manager and complained a little as before lunch were kind of hectic and I felt some stress onset, which made my brain melt a bit.
We had a lunch meeting, the monthly company wide meeting, so there were food, we ordered from a place about a kilometer away from our office and as expected, they delivered 30 minutes into the meeting. I'm gonna suggest to the office manager that we select some other place as they can't ever deliver in time.
I don't have to go to the next town over tomorrow, I've been traveling with my team manager Tuesdays and Thursdays and are supposed to be on-site those days, tomorrow I got too much on my plate and the team manager got his car at the workshop, so he'll go by train. I'm happy to miss out on that one.
Tired. But happy, unless thinking about the compensation, then I get sad. Feels like I'm getting back in my old environment again, though in a slower pace and more like doing actual thinking and solving problems that are not that time sensitive, nor working through any of those fancy agile methods, sure we got sprints but we only add enough to get us through a two week sprint, move over the stuff that got stuck .. but that is only to have some momentum and move stuff across the boards.
sleep. over and out.