Medicated depression, day #324
I'm a bit low at the moment, checked my finances, low there too, as in €40 low. I don't expect to get paid until end of the month, then a small amount as I've been on sick leave for a while.
This rhymes very bad with my vacation trip this month, going abroad for a full four weeks, with almost no money. I have a credit card though, but I intended to just supplement with the card, now it looks like I have to rely hard on it instead, like, cover hotel stays and trips.
First trip in five years and it coincides with my sick leave, a bunch of unexpected cost have slowly eaten up the buffer I had built for 'rainy days', making it very thin.
Also a slight stress onset, insecurity and angst.