Medicated depression, day #314
Yesterday I had dark thoughts as my head ache progressed from a low buz in the back of my head to front center head splitting head ache in my forehead. As I could not flee or escape from the pain, the dark thoughts swept in and started picking at stuff.
Eventually I fell asleep after taking pain killers, but it took more than half an hour to get there .. woke up with a twitch at 04 this morning .. went up to pee, take pain killers and drink water. Went back to bed and woke up at the regular time, got a bit more than 5 hours of sleep.
Last night I gently pushed and compressed the swollen areas in my face, managed to pop some passage and evacuate some pus, tastes and smells like stale swamp water .. somewhat rotten. I brush my teeth 3-5 times during the day, squeezing the sweelling a bit in hope of getting out more pus and then rinsing with listerine as anti-bacterial flush a few times.