Medicated depression, day #308
Woke up late this morning, snoozed for a few hours and rolled out of bed when other people have lunch.
Still I only got just about 6 hours of sleep according to my fitbit, will go to bed early tonight, to maximize the possibility to get as many hours of sleep as I can.
At work it is a bit weird, my desk neighbor quit and is gone since Thursday, there is a new office in planning. The bits I'm working on is hard to grasp since most of it is physically at the other side of the country, planning and specifying their office LAN.
I get very tired from thinking about this, I've found myself nodding off a few times, falling asleep while sitting at my desk, luckily I don't seem to snore that much when this happens.
Next week is last week of my 25% work load, December 2nd I'm supposed to up work load to 50%, which is ok I guess, it often feels like I just get started when it's time to go home, so I guess I'll get more done with more time. But I'll be really tired the first couple of days, I have about two weeks of 50% before going on a 4 week vacation with the family.
I haven't had any "dark thoughts" in a while, which is good, I've lost some weight and I eat less and exercise more.
I need to see a doctor before end of next week, to properly continue the doctors notice with a 50% work load. I'm gonna bring up some more issues, such as Testosterone levels, a friend who also happened to fall into an abyss of depression, got diagnosed with low T-levels, got depot injections of T and recovered in about 18 months, to the point where the person got so energized that they enrolled into the police academy and are almost done.
I have no such desire, to become a police person, but I'd like to have some of that energy and also some of that sex drive back thank you.