Medicated depression, day #26
Today is a bad day, slept bad, woke up late, bad thoughts.
Thoughts are touching "Hey, wouldn't it be better to just quit, everything?" .. which I stubbornly are trying to shift away from but they are constantly popping up in every thought. I ignore it. I focus on other things.
I'm not sure I'll be able to do any actual work with these thoughts grinding in my head, I have a pretty complicated piece of code that I need to refactor as SDKs has been EOS/EOL'ed and needs to be upgraded .. for which there is no upgrade path and stuff needs to be re-written from scratch.
I'll parse some mail and chats, hopefully the dense fog in my head will clear after another cup of coffee.
Later: Managed to solve most errors in the piece of code, just 5 errors still glaring at me, I need to deep dive in the documentation to find out what is different between the legacy SDK and the new. Some of the bad thoughts are gone, others are lingering .. actively ignoring them.
I was worrying about a "daily" I thought were today, to report status on what I was working on, as I haven't made so much progress on that, turns out it was planned for monday, so I got some time .. hopefully I manage to solve it today, to get it to compile without errors, repackage it as a deploy package, rework the deploy pipeline and get it deployed in the target environment to test it .. but I'm sceptical, pessimistic about makes such progress, I'm happy if I'm able to build it without errors.
Later: Day turned out rather ok anyway, after lunch I had some more coffee and got into the zone, refactored heaps of code and managed to get the whole project to build without errors and warnings .. I hope it still does everything the legacy version does ..