Medicated depression, day #188
Woke up late, son snuggled for a bit and then dropped the question, as he waited until he thought I was awake enough, for screen time.
Got a call from the health center, nurse asking me if I could reschedule the doctors appointment from Tuesday to Monday, sure thing, my schedule is wide open, nothing solid planned until December. So, they are sending out SMS with the newly rescheduled appointment, as that info escaped my memory as soon as we hung up.
Mushy brain. I've managed to code a bit, some dry-coding, theoretically it should work but haven't tested it yet, potentially there might be a few typos, a comma or semicolon here or there, kind of ..
Got into bed at about 04 this morning, this is wrecking my daily routine, I should sync up with family and keep same time as wife and son, so going to bed "early" or at normal time around 22 or 23. Flipping the day around is not productive.
Later: I've felt some sadness or being low in general, economical issues and I'm too mushy or stupid to deal with it, makes me feel bad.
Later: Wife came to fetch me and son for a quick dinner at KFC, I was hungrier than I felt, I got a small meal .. but helped out wife who ordered too much. Afterwards we went to get some groceries, damn and damn again it was pricey, even a small bag of the most basic necessities is over €100, add some snacks and it's up at €120.
Economically it's a bit better, discussed with wife about current situation and she sent me €1000 to cover bills and expenses, need to check the financials on Monday as they won't charge anything over the weekend.