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Medicated depression, day #184

Didn't write anything yesterday.. or the day before that, had a slight AFK period.

Went to parents during weekend with son, BBQ with parents and uncle, learned some more about my cousin's problems, he has put himself in deep debt though gaming online, apparently some manic episode as he himself can't break the circle.

As a result of hanging out with parents for a full day, I spent the following day in bed, resting, my brain was beyond mush and I had narcoleptic-like naps, went to the loo to pee, left it about an hour later when I came about and woke up.

Today is slightly better, I woke up around 09 but left bed after 10, son has been nagging about screen time on his devices, he nags about FC24 for the PlayStation as well, "dad, do you think they have FC24 at ?", "They might have FC24 at !" .. my counter-question is always, "so you do have the money and can afford it?" .. to which the answer is "no". As he spends most of his saved money on candy and Nerf guns ..

Bought some zero-percent alcohol beers, IPA's to be picky, as I can't drink anything with alcohol as it would affect the medications, I go with the alcohol free options.

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