Medicated depression, day #18
I'm listening to upbeat synthpop while coding as it keeps me focused and it's happy ... it's from a happy period in my life, mid- and late-90's .. early 2000's as well.
Today it was really uncomfortable as a manager from our head office turned up, I thought it was something regarding me, but turned out it was a candidate interview that never materialized as the candidate stayed home to attend to a sick kid. Slight angst any way.
Later: Only me and a colleague at the office, the other ones has left already. I don't feel particularly useful, I've spent most of the day attempting to get some deployment script going but they crash and I don't understand why, I can't get focused enough to analyze why they crash .. as mind is scattered and thoughts are all over the place ..
I hope to get a good nights sleep, solve the problem and move on to other things, at the moment it is a struggle to do anything more advanced than inhale-exhale .. sort of. Brain is tired.