Medicated depression, day #168
Woke up early when son went to a friend across the yard, promised to be home by 13, had made lunch and we ate. Got really tired and went to rest for a bit, fell asleep and slept for two hours.
When I woke up this morning I felt a bit off, at lunch I still felt a bit off and thoughts were .. slipping. Now at 17-ish I remembered that I hadn't had any coffee yet, made a cup from instant coffee. It tasted terrible, like drinking liquid soap.
Wife has come home now, she arrived an hour ago. Flight had been crazy and her luggage were searched as she had food items wrapped in aluminum foil, which set off the scanners and x-ray machines at the security checks .. but they laughed when they heard the explanation and saw what was wrapped, local gourmet stuff, they understood and let her pass.
Gonna go for a quick grocery run within the hour, wife has packages to pick up and I need to refill a prescription, technically I could go tomorrow as I have medications covering tomorrow as well, but Monday would be bad, as I take my medications in the mornings.
I went around in our apartment to clean up some before wife came home, slight stress as I pushed myself to do it quickly, have had fever-like hot flashes, as it feels I'm going to be sick. My brains is mushy and doesn't want to work with me, rather against me. Slight sweat from feverish onset. It didn't help to take a shower.
Later: Got prescription refilled, bought groceries and came home. Head is still mushy, even though I got a cup of instant coffee before going.
Now we're gonna watch some telly and just be, hang out together, first time in a month. Predictions of bed time: early.