Medicated depression, day #166
Woke up early today, had breakfast with son and chilled. Yesterday we went for a grocery run, it was a bit like a safari for me, from zero social interactions to walking into stores full of people, also going by bus and whatever that entails in regards of weird people.
My brain was mushy but I managed to remember almost everything to fetch, only missed out on a minor thing, dish detergent, there is no crisis as there is still some in the bottle. I forget names, places and other things, have a hard time finding words at times, sometimes I switch over to English from my native language as I have easier and closer to the English equivalent or synonym. Brains are weird.
I've tried to get a case started with the company insurance thingy, as I attempted to send in a doctors note, to get compensations started.
The charges that bounced are ok now, I think. But I had to pinch some money from a buffer account, the difference between salary and costs are like negative €400 .. which sucks. A bit stressful to cover, wife has said that she will chip in, as she normally let earnings in her company stay, to grow the business, to invest. I've invested some €5500 into her business, buying the company from previous owner, equipment and materials, not that she owes me anything, more like paying back some.
Went to rest for a bit, dozed for about one and a half hour before my back were acting up. Soon time to whip up some dinner for son, I have zero appetite.