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Medicated depression, day #162

Woke up and felt mushy in the head, got around 5 hours of sleep. Son were nagging about going to a friend across they yard, skipping the flea market we were supposed to go to together.

He stayed as I told him it wasn't a good ideas, he played a little and when his time was up, we went towards the flea market also bringing the trash out .. on our way we felt stray rain drops and decided not to go, 10 minutes later it was pouring buckets and still is three hours later.

I need to talk to my doctor about the mushiness and my near- or fake-narcolepsy, today I fell asleep again while sitting in front of the computer, I didn't notice falling asleep but rather waking up abruptly as I twitched. This was after having breakfast and a cup of coffee.

Noticed the other day that coffee has minor or zero effect on this, I can nod off just as well with as without coffee.

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