Medicated depression, day #161
Woke up and felt that this day would be brain-mushiness .. son wanted me to come with him to the last football game before the vacations break, activities will pick back up in mid-august as people return from vacations and travels.
I couldn't, I told him that I felt "not good" and he was cool with that, he went by himself, there is no big roads to cross and it's just a few hundred meters away. He came home beaming with joy, they beat the other team with 7-3 and it really made an impact on him. He told me he had overheard guys from the other team saying "oh, this will be easy", that is when he decided it wouldn't be for them, he scores one goal, the second for the season and they won this game, which puts them up in top five.
I had a cup of coffee, tried to twiddle a bit with things, got side tracked and lost my train of thought, got back on the twiddling and even updated some of the projects I run, had a back log of 6 weeks, now up to date.
I ignored it the hardest yesterday, email and sms from bank, I have something to read at the bank web site, I already know what it is but I can't really deal with it right now .. I'm low on funds and probably something bounced due to low balance, I have money but have to move them around, the inflow of funds is drastically lower after 8 weeks at home.
I'm tired and have a slight head ache, thinking about going resting on the bed for a while, son is due in about 1.5 hours as we skewed the schedule a bit for the day, late breakfast and the game. Lunch at 15 and dinner at 20 .. ish.
Later: I spent an hour updating more stuff, now my brain is mushy. Need to prepare dinner as son is expected home in a few minutes. Then watch some clips and sleep.