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Medicated depression, day #138

Tired. So fucking tired.

Woke up this morning, had breakfast, went back to bed, slept for 2 hours and I'm now considering going back to bed again after being up for 2 hours and had lunch. Drained of energy.

Brain is scrambled, it does not function properly and are at the moment merely a door stop. I hope this won't be the case from Sunday and onward as wife is going up north to work and leaving me and son for four weeks. Then I need to feed son, do laundry, bring out trash and other chores, some of that I'm doing today already, but relying on me being adult and collected enough to keep him alive.

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