Medicated depression, day #125
Today I went to sons school to stay on as an observer, as their class is noisy and students are sometimes out of control. I had a good talk with one of the teachers and agreed to tell about my observations and experience at an upcoming teachers and parents meeting.
It seems as my presence in school does not affect the kids, they soon forget about me and goes back to their regular shenanigans .. otherwise studying an atom, changes its state .. somehow I fly under the radar with these kids.
I also dropped off the gifts I brought, three transparent padlocks and a large set of lock picks, for the after-school staff and the kids. I taught one of the staff how to pick locks, when he succeeded he asked how many of the kids had managed to pick locks, zero. "Good, then I'm the resident lock picker at the school"
Came home after feeding family at a local burger joint, once a month, at salary time we splurge a bit as we like the fries and melted cheese and the reminder of the month is pretty frugal.
My feet hurt, my head hurt and I'm tired as eff, lots of impressions and thoughts about what I experienced and observed during the day.
Last day of my sick leave, there is some administrative crap that needs to be sorted, apply for compensation, doctors note and yada-yada. On Monday I'm supposed to go back on 50% .. I'm not so sure that will work, but I'll just go there and see .. I have no idea what they are gonna put me on, as my assignment was ended with me going on sick leave and they onboarded two other guys, as my colleague's assignment was ramping down as he were ramping up another assignment.
My future is very dim at the moment, I have no idea about what is ahead. It's a bit scary and I feel some stress onset about it but I try to stay open-minded about it.