Medicated depression, day #124
Woke up early as wife and son were leaving, had breakfast and went to rest. Wife called as her day were done at 11:30, to invite me for lunch somewhere.
I'm tired and sipping on cold coffee as waiting for wife to turn up in the next 10 minutes.
Later: came home from lunch with wife, picked up son after some shopping while waiting, some vegetables and some bathroom consumables. Fetched son at school after having talked to a fellow parent about school climate and authority of teachers, the lack thereof.
Arrived home and I feel drained, physically drained, tired. I really want to rest but have chores, fill the dishwasher, as I'm apparently the only one who knows how to stack plates and utensils -- I played Tetris when I was little.
Later: Got some stress onset when I saw that my bosses boss, the KC, wanted to have the doctors note, to clear with the salary people, so I get paid while at home. The fact that I'm going back to 50% on Monday feels far fetched, I barely make half a day without at least a long nap or even longer rest .. but that is how the doctor envisioned it, 3 weeks sick leave and then go back to 50% .. I sent the KC the doctors note and also added what my vacation plans were for the summer, as I intentionally hadn't filled in anything as I wasn't sure about how, when and where we need the vacation, we have booked and paid for tickets to South East-Asia for the winter, as we had to negotiate with sons school about how many days he could be absent, they have a policy of at most 10 day during a whole school year and it must be approved by the head principle beforehand, 10 is very much stretching it, as 7 is the normal they would approve.
I have muscle twitches under my left eye, it started in the eye lid as flutter, it moved down and are now twitches just under the eye, annoying.
My feet hurts.