Medicated depression, day #10
Today I woke up really early, my back hurt. Went to the office and I stumbled in just after 08, colleague showed up shortly after that.
Health care called and rescheduled my appointment, from this morning to tomorrow, where I already had an appointment just a little later, so most of the time before lunch is scheduled.
A friend asked med last night if it was any different after getting medication and I couldn't really tell, some of the dark thoughts are gone, but not all. There has been some issues focusing and concentrating while working, where I have "foggy brain", can't tell if it's from post-COVID or from medication or from post-sinusitis infection I had a few weeks ago, low-buzz head ache. So, I said, "nah, not really .. aside from some dark thoughts are gone".
I can joke around and laugh about stuff .. but the time in between, that is where I sink into thoughts, that is were it feels hopeless.