Love on IRC: "S"
Late 1990's.
We met online, on IRC, started talking since I sought contact with people to talk to and offload and process some of the guilt for a thing that happened, a life-changing event.
She was a bit older than I, but we connected and chatted for hours, for months and felt like we connected on a really deep level, soul to soul.
I was between jobs and hadn't much money, spent my days hunting for jobs and raiding dumpsters at night in industrial areas for things to refurbish and sell. I got by, by a scratch. My rental apartment was small, 27 square meters (~290sqf), just a small room with a microscopic bathroom and a minimal kitchen and it cost just about what I could make each month, some months I had to dip into savings to make ends meet.
She suggested we should meet since she planned to meet up with other friends as well in a city about an hour away, I went there and we all hung out at a restaurant and the plan was that she would follow me home and we would spend the reminder of the weekend together at my place.
We ended up in bed, to sleep as we were tired from the meet up and the travel, morning cuddles did not end. We spent the whole weekend in bed, only getting out of bed for eating, showering and technical breaks. We were talking, cuddling and having sex. I kept her close to climax for hours and she climaxed several times, violently, rattling and gushing .. yes, wet. Very wet. Like puddle on the floor underneath the bed wet.
Sunday evening we needed to part ways as she was going back home and had a flight to catch, I dropped her off at the station and we kissed and hugged and said good bye. Next time I would visit her.
Weeks later she called me, even though we had contact through chat, this time voice call, to tell me she was pregnant and that she was expecting twins.
My world came crumbling down, I was not really prepared for anything like that and I just mumbled. She said, "don't worry, they are not yours". Turns out, she and her husband (yes, she was still married) had separated a year before we met and she had three kids with him, they had spent a few nights together trying to rekindle their relationship about two months prior to our meet up, they had sex and that was when she got pregnant. She went on to say that she wanted to focus on family and the additions she were expecting and that her online presence would be reduced.
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She disappeared completely the following weeks and I never heard back from her, but got word from common friends that she gave birth to two little boys but one of them died during the first couple of weeks due to underdeveloped lungs and some respiratory problems.
Had these twins been mine, life would have taken an unexpected turn and my life would have been very much different from what it is today.