Blogging again
Noticed that after I started venting here, many of the thoughts I had rumbling around in the back of my mind are gone, as I've processed them, put thoughts to words and getting them out of my system.
Hopefully some of the darker thoughts are gone, as I felt hopeless and sometimes helpless at times. The hamster wheel of life turns faster and faster and I don't even have time for my innermost thoughts, to reflect on things, process .. but instead are thrown into new things and situations all the time. Continuously and constantly.
I'm a thinker. I need to withdraw to my "cave", to have a thorough think once in a while is essential for my well being.